Dear Incognito,

I've been thinking a lot lately. In fact, it seems the only stuff I've got done lately has been thinking. But at least I've realized some important things. I kind of realized what my top priorities are, the hard way, but nonetheless, I've learned. I'm really going to try hard to not waste my time. If that means letting go of things, then so be it. I'm sick of things that bring me down.

I'm missing something. I need to get closer to Allah.
I need a catalyst.

The Farewells

I've said good-bye to many things now.


Maybe I should go to Pakistan for a while, visit my family.
And maybe go to Kabul, and rant about something useful.
I'm too caught up with American individuality and its complexities.

Mere zhindagi, mere jaan.

Currently

Restlessness, winter chills, confusion, hormones, anger, and sonatas.

I am not right.

Thou Shalt Surmount.

Assalamualaikum Warahmutullahi Wabarakatuhu,

These past three months have been overwhelming, which is actually a good thing. I wish I could describe how much I learned and matured.

It's almost unbelievable how much can happen in such little time.
I'm trying. I'm going to try harder. Step one.

Ya Khawliq,
Remove our blindness and deafness
Clean our hearts
Strengthen our spirits

Reflection.

This weekend was great. I went to an amazing lecture last night. And it's got me thinking more. I am distracted. I've been wasting so much of my life, and I now I regret it. So from now on, I'm going to work on numerous things and I'm promising myself things are going to change.

• Talking. Talking excessively is NOT a good thing. So this is going to end. No gossiping, backstabbing, and useless conversing.
  
• Laziness in prayer. I shouldn't have to elaborate. I need to hop to it when it comes to Salah.
• Laziness in school. This is going to end. No more procastinaing and such.
  
• Forgetting Allah. This is the most that I regret. I hope He can forgive me. I have to constantly remind myself of Him, inshAllah. Shaitan is the enemy and it's going to be this way from now on.
  

I'm looking forward to more this break. A D R E N A L I N E.

Islam Awareness Week

Guess who came there on Thursday =D

(Siraj Wahaj, just in case you don't know.)

And more?